Feb 08 2008
the bald and the hurtful
well, I’m almost on a certain way to become bald. Been having hairloss problem for many months (two years, maybe?), but within these last two months it seems to be much worsening. I can see a glimpse of “shiny scalp” now on top of my head (literally).
Not sure if it has to do with anything, but I’ve been having headache for the past week, too. I’m really worried that something is wrong in the head, not in the insane sort of way. Last week I woke up with a headache, especially when I touch some part of my head, mostly on top area. I thought it’s just the usual symptom associated with what, flu, cold or the likes. Now it’s been a week. And I don’t even need to touch it to feel the pain.
Actually, becoming bald couldn’t have bothered me much (a little, perhaps), but the thing is, what’s going on? People at my age don’t lose much hair for no reason. The first and foremost, quick question that pops out, “Are you distressed?”. Maybe I am, maybe not. I mean, honest to God, these last few months have been much happier time, with me leaving the long protracted and doomed attempt to complete school.
If it’s not psychological, it must be physical, God forbid. The worse reason I could bear will probably be lack of nutrition.
I don’t know. Hope for the better, prepare for the better, too.